my dearest

dO U kNow wHat aRe u dOing?
dO U kNow I love u?
dO U kNow u mAke me so wOrry?

I was proud to be with u.
I was so happy to be with u.
All my fd were jealous of me.
They said,
“Irene’s so blissful to be w/ him.”
I did admit.
U were not my DEAREST only, but also my idol.
I was so eager to talk abt u when meeting fd.

HOWEVER
wHat makes u change?
U r not my idol anymore.
Sometime, I even feel shame when I talk abt u.
sO I try not to talk abt u now.
U mAkes me feel disappointed.
U mAkes me feel sad.
U mAkes me feel angry.
(NO! not me, but US)

I did say.
For those who don’t know how to SELF-RESPECT are not worth to be respected.

I don’t know how to love u.
I don’t know how to being w/ u.

To be HONEST, I ve no happiness to be w/ u now.
Even WORSE, I feel sad, VY SAD.

I hate U.
Why u always hurt me?

sINce the day I “KNOWN” u, I told myself:
“I DON”T WANT TO MEET ANOTHER GUY LIKE U IN MY LIFETIME”